my countdown to disruption just reached a new milestone, moving to two digits while i was outfield screaming at teaching spec cadets. 99 days should be time to relax, but in my crazy unit i have to go through hell a second time by doing fatep again. that means outfield every week for the next six weeks, even though i've cleared all of my nsf obligations. and i thought i'd seen the last of combat rations and camo cream. how disturbing.
lucky for me, i made a deal to clear most of my off days and skip next week, the whole of it, since its my birthday and being outfield is not the brightest of ideas.
apparently, only after june the 12th can i finally finally fck care about this whole ns sh!t that has plaguing my life physically, socially, financially, morally, and everything-else-you-can-think-of-lly. and probably focus on civilian conversion, part of which involves smu's 80 hours of mandatory community service, not that i'm looking forward to that very much. but yeah, i need my life back.
