i getting more and more irked at my project teams. why can't everyone think like me? okay stupid question. more like why can't everyone put in the right attitude in learning like me? i admit i slack a lot and depend heavily on my background and ability to understand programming. however, if your brain does not understand concepts as quickly as mine, can't you friggin put in more effort and bloody contribute!?

its like the only thing i can assign to them is the design portion, and even then they don't understand the concept of standardisation. if things are not standardised, the entire package looks like a big mess. thats one major thing that my school did not enforce teaching on. thats why people write code that is in such a mess it looks more complex than what it actually is.

i quote darren from msc: "tp does not produce software engineers, they produce software construction workers". i can see the analogy linked rather closely to the state of my new house. (considering i just found out i couldn't place my chic ikea lamp beside my bed cause the power points didn't have power ) most people have the "heck care la~ can work can already" attitude rather than the "how efficient is this and how can i improve it?" attitude, which is pretty sad.

slap on top of that, that my class believes in power distribution, the pathetic mindset of not abandoning the weak, and distributing the *good* people equally among the teams and not together. what am i to say against an eager consensus?

as a result this sem i am just about doing everything myself. today i had an overdose on java.. was meeting my INNK team at 10, but i came at 8.30 to see how much more code i could write for IFCTech. and i was rather satisfied, managed to write a fair bit of logic to pass assessment at 3pm.

so here i am back home now. with the rest of the class having 4 days to celebrate chinese new year and churn out more progress at the same time, while i will be at bangkok again, for the umteenth time. i honestly do not want to go, and have no idea why my family isn't already sick of the place. oh well, thats life. off to driving~